tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87140262713378291522011-04-22T03:43:49.525+08:00Ideas & Exps.Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.comBlogger241100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-11465891283767069932007-06-12T23:11:00.000+08:002007-06-12T23:18:13.788+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.onlinedid.com/products/wwii/80044/80044-31.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://www.onlinedid.com/products/wwii/80044/80044-31.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />DID的新兵人已经上市了，衣服和头雕的素质DID一向是好得很（就不用更多赞美了），最惹眼的就是<span style="font-weight: bold;">全金属的MG42\弹药箱\弹链</span>。<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">有兴趣的</span><a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://www.onlinedid.com/products/wwii/80044/">进入官网</a><span style="font-weight: bold;">看细节。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-1146589128376706993?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-7564484650196104462007-06-06T20:07:00.000+08:002007-06-06T20:17:03.877+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.movabletype.com/mt4/i/brandingimg.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://www.movabletype.com/mt4/i/brandingimg.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">MT 4.0 Beta</span>放出来了，新版本可谓“面目全非”，哦，错了，是“崭新”……<br /><ul><li>首次原生支援Template，安装时便可以自行选择；</li><li>强大的WYSIWYG编辑器，以及媒体管理；</li><li>AJAX……</li><li>原生统计；</li><li>…………</li></ul><span style="font-weight: bold;">更多细节去</span><a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://www.movabletype.com/mt4/">官网</a>~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-756448465019610446?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-3557838399026732932007-06-05T00:19:00.001+08:002007-06-05T00:32:03.474+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.spawn.com/toys/spawn/series32/commando/images/series32_commando_photo_01_lg.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://www.spawn.com/toys/spawn/series32/commando/images/series32_commando_photo_01_lg.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">Spawn</span>系列第32套——<a style="font-style: italic;" href="http://www.spawn.com/toys/series.aspx?series=357">Adventures of Spawn 2</a>将于<span style="font-weight: bold;">10月</span>进入市场，这一套延续了系列第30套的卡通风格，走简单明快的路线，继续让人耳目一新（习惯了固有风格的人可能无法接受吧，偷偷告诉你这是DC风- -bb）！！<br />这次的<span style="font-weight: bold;">角色</span>如下：<br /><ul><li>Commando SPAWN</li><li>Raven SPAWN</li><li>The Creech</li><li>Biker Chick</li><li>Tremor</li><li>SPAWN X</li><li>Omega Squadron</li></ul><span style="font-weight: bold;">点击</span><a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://www.spawn.com/features/series30/comic/">此处</a><span style="font-weight: bold;">看漫画！</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-355783839902673293?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-42418747342567406232007-06-01T22:19:00.000+08:002007-06-01T22:48:13.580+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.fileplanet.com/promotions/ee3/images/rightImg.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://www.fileplanet.com/promotions/ee3/images/rightImg.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br />地球帝国3 Alpha版已在<a href="http://www.fileplanet.com/promotions/ee3/index_c.aspx">FilePlanet</a>上提供下载，<span style="font-weight: bold;">这个版本主要是针对细节和平衡性测试</span>，有兴趣的朋友可以去注册下载。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-4241874734256740623?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-46649090654550905252007-05-11T00:31:00.000+08:002007-05-11T23:43:16.972+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.volks.co.jp/jp/sengoku_lance/img_kenshin/main.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://www.volks.co.jp/jp/sengoku_lance/img_kenshin/main.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.volks.co.jp/jp/sengoku_lance/img_kou/main.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://www.volks.co.jp/jp/sengoku_lance/img_kou/main.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">VOLKs X a-brand</span>的新作“<a href="http://www.volks.co.jp/jp/sengoku_lance/index.html"><span style="font-style: italic;">战国LANCE</span></a>（某著名工口GAME社游戏……）”<span style="font-weight: bold;">15号开始接受预定</span>！！第一弹为被称之为“战国军神”/“日本最强剑士”的<span style="font-style: italic;">上杉谦信</span>大人和可爱LOLI<span style="font-style: italic;">香姬</span>，呃……上杉SAMA怎么变成了美少女？（笑，去某工口社可以看到更劲爆……）香姬LOLI分别有和服与甲胄两种版本，裙子是有些短啦……<br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">上杉殿 14,490日元；香姬LOLI 12,390日元。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-4664909065455090525?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-28719370753429343012007-05-10T23:55:00.000+08:002007-05-11T00:02:42.939+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.kotobukiya.co.jp/item/page/pk_gig_jigabachi/00.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://www.kotobukiya.co.jp/item/page/pk_gig_jigabachi/00.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">KOTOBUKIA（寿屋）</span>新系列<span style="font-style: italic;">S.A.C.2ndGIG</span>第一弹<a href="http://www.kotobukiya.co.jp/item/page/pk_gig_jigabachi/index.shtml"><span style="font-style: italic;">ジガバチAV</span></a>即将于<span style="font-weight: bold;">六月上市</span>，除本体外还将附属<span style="font-style: italic;">タチコマ</span>，<span style="font-weight: bold;">本体价格2,600日元</span>。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-2871937075342934301?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-79414437285155413602007-05-10T23:12:00.000+08:002007-05-10T23:52:51.596+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.kotobukiya.co.jp/item/page/pk_zoids_commandwolf/00.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://www.kotobukiya.co.jp/item/page/pk_zoids_commandwolf/00.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">KOTOBUKIA（寿屋）</span>H<span style="font-style: italic;">MM</span>系列第二弹<a href="http://www.kotobukiya.co.jp/item/page/pk_zoids_commandwolf/index.shtml"><span style="font-style: italic;">Commando Wolf</span></a>即将于<span style="font-weight: bold;">六月发售</span>，高细节，高可动，二联装激光炮可被拆除，舱盖能够闭合，<span style="font-weight: bold;">本体价格3,000日元。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-7941443728515541360?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-52468199662177747002007-05-07T14:44:00.000+08:002007-05-11T00:04:05.748+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://s3.crispynews.com/themes/dell_theme_dev/images/dell_ideastorm_logo.png"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://s3.crispynews.com/themes/dell_theme_dev/images/dell_ideastorm_logo.png" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">“选择你自己的XPS游戏平台。”</span><br /><span style="font-style: italic;">DELL</span>最近搞的公关活动啦（算是吧）！但在很多程度上讲对于用户来讲确实相当具有吸引力的一种体验——<span style="font-weight: bold;">通过自己的据理力争来决定新一代平台的属性</span>：何种OS、什么软件、怎么设计，等等……<br />现在看来<span style="font-style: italic;">Ubuntu</span>趋势大好，而和<span style="font-style: italic;">Linux</span>有关的软件套装也深受好评，只是兼容性问题大了些：<span style="font-weight: bold;">既然是游戏平台，那怎么解决在<span style="font-style: italic;">Ubuntu</span>上难玩游戏的问题呢？</span><br />感兴趣的人可以去<a href="http://www.ideastorm.com/"><span style="font-style: italic;">IdeaStorm</span></a>掺和~~<br /><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">附上概念图：</span></span><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i.dell.com/images/global/shared/community/ideastorm/720_ClearSide_XPS_ID_002.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://i.dell.com/images/global/shared/community/ideastorm/720_ClearSide_XPS_ID_002.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-5246819966217774700?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-12141571054348278802007-05-05T16:44:00.000+08:002007-05-05T16:47:41.422+08:00<object width="425" height="350"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/7YinbfX-65A"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/7YinbfX-65A" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="425" height="350"></embed></object><br />5.17, Expectin'!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-1214157105434827880?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-40243162684554719522007-05-05T15:57:00.000+08:002007-05-05T16:16:09.454+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.flickr.com/photo_zoom.gne?id=484776053&size=o" target="_blank"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/188/484776053_ca8b2373a8.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />After typing "<a style="font-style: italic;" href="http://www.youtube.com/">youtube</a>" & press the ENTER key, I shouted surprisely... <a style="font-style: italic; font-weight: bold;" href="http://www.google.com/">Google</a><span style="font-weight: bold;"> has changed it's interface</span> !! With a sidebar just located on the left of the page maybe u could find what u want more conveniantly, but I still couldn't bare it :(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-4024316268455471952?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-91992435121584755472007-05-02T01:01:00.000+08:002007-05-02T01:06:44.260+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://os.atlusnet.jp/download/img/os01_s.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://os.atlusnet.jp/download/img/os01_s.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-weight: bold;">Two new desktop(fuckin' gergeous) has put on Odin Sphere's official website</span>, now you<br />could download them in the <a href="http://os.atlusnet.jp/download/index.html">download page</a> !!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-9199243512158475547?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-2468292203511738422007-05-02T00:51:00.000+08:002007-05-02T00:54:00.817+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/187/468094394_d0f0a7bd6c.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/187/468094394_d0f0a7bd6c.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />More photos in my <a style="font-weight: bold;" href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/refugee/sets/72157600107352678/">Flickr</a> !!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-246829220351173842?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-12439123935060221382007-04-14T21:31:00.000+08:002007-04-14T21:32:31.643+08:00……怎么说呢……挺好用的，就是不太习惯。<br />识别率比微软拼音高很多。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-1243912393506022138?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-4548733764002996392007-04-03T21:02:00.000+08:002007-05-02T00:47:47.415+08:00Paramount给我发了一封信……你是变形金刚的终极FANS吗？嘎嘎~~<br /><blockquote>We’re on the search for the Ultimate Transformers Fan. Maybe you have the entire collection of Transformers action figures. Maybe you quote Optimus Prime. Maybe you and your friends like to act out scenes from the Transformers cartoons. Whatever it is, if it proves you’re the Ultimate Transformers Fan, film it. Use your camcorder or the video function of your digital camera or get out your animation equipment.<br /><br />Prove you’re a Fanaticon by uploading your video entry at <a onclick="return top.js.OpenExtLink(window,event,this)" href="http://www.promotions.yahoo.com/Transformers" target="_blank">www.Promotions.Yahoo.com<wbr>/Transformers</a> <<a aiotitle="http://www.promotions.yahoo .com/Transformers" onclick="return top.js.OpenExtLink(window,event,this)" href="http://www.promotions.yahoo.com/Transformers" target="_blank">http://www.promotions.yahoo<wbr aiotitle="">.com/Transformers</a>> . Three winners will be selected to win a trip for two to ILM Studios, the digital masterminds behind Transformers, in San Francisco, CA. These winners get to watch as they put the finishing touches on Transformers.</blockquote><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-454873376400299639?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-1094802196918882552007-04-01T23:28:00.000+08:002007-05-02T00:50:20.268+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.flickr.com/photo_zoom.gne?id=441497646&size=o" target="_blank"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/158/441497646_a05d115c57.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />稿子已刊载于《模型世界》5月号，有兴趣的可以看看，吼吼！<br />照片在我的flickr：<a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/refugee/sets/72157600107352678/">http://www.flickr.com/photos/refugee/sets/72157600107352678/</a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-109480219691888255?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-27165757784378762007-03-27T20:07:00.000+08:002007-05-02T00:55:11.690+08:00NB……自己看吧……<br /><br /><a style="left: 0px ! important; top: 0px ! important;" title="点击这里使 Adblock Plus 过滤该对象" class="abp-objtab visible" href="http://www.youtube.com/v/F1OrROuqn8M"></a><object width="400"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/F1OrROuqn8M"><param name="wmode" value="transparent"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/F1OrROuqn8M" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" wmode="transparent" width="400"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-2716575778437876?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-34479147509837926512007-03-25T17:42:00.000+08:002007-03-25T17:47:53.699+08:00　　就酱，我把我的初夜献给了大学- -bb，呃，我是说去刷夜K歌……<br />　　四男四女很像联谊，一直很兴奋所以也不会困，貌似大家都醒着，偶然也会无聊一番，但是还是不错，很开心。体会到了女人的疯狂，那声音真的是我们比不了的……而且一直一直在跳啊跳啊，daladadadaladaladaladalada……哦哦，是呵……<br />　　帮CC唱了《菊花台》，具体唱成什么样子已经不记得了；Aerosmith的《I don't wanna miss a thing》竟然唱了下来，边缘啊边缘，为此付出了代价……<br />　　大学偶然这样过，还不错。<br />　　感谢所有给我面子的兄弟姐妹~改写各位帅哥~感谢各位美女~活活。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-3447914750983792651?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-60485641329288217962007-03-19T19:01:00.000+08:002007-03-19T19:07:01.833+08:00　　冻得跟孙子似的……这天气真棒，口胡。<br />　　英语课扯了一些闲篇，然后还听写了- -bb期待一下去K歌，我这个隐性麦霸。<br />　　学习学习学习，唔唔。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-6048564132928821796?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-47060812700637016632007-03-14T22:47:00.000+08:002007-03-14T22:53:01.569+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.ha.xinhuanet.com/fuwu/tupian/2007-02/05/xin_041003300849640203357.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://www.ha.xinhuanet.com/fuwu/tupian/2007-02/05/xin_041003300849640203357.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />很赞的。低调、冷漠，没有平成年间的热血青年，也不再是“男孩”变成“男人”的巨大机器人动画，这是新的<span style="font-weight: bold;">莱汀</span>。散发着暗淡的金色光芒，新生的古代遗迹想要告诉我们什么呢？<br />期待~《<a href="http://www.reideen.jp/">新勇者莱汀</a>》！！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-4706081270063701663?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-3548729102222631002007-03-14T22:12:00.000+08:002007-03-14T22:26:41.583+08:00　　不好意思，我看的是漫画，所以很肮脏。<br />　　男人女人为了各种各样的理由出卖自己，悲哀，现实。第三部，嗯。同情不是发生关系的理由吧，啊，不是吧，对啊。看到那里，完全笑不出来，很沉重，也不知道哪里来的一种气愤呢。种种的敲打了键盘，春节这东西怎么也留不下来~呼。<br />　　啊，对，那男人才是RPWT，明明知道对方有男朋友，很自私呢，嗯。<br />　　不知道怎么说了，说不下去。<br />　　……<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-354872910222263100?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-45592201734607665272007-03-12T00:05:00.000+08:002007-03-12T00:23:01.667+08:00　　周五，喝了酒的同学跟我说“活着好无聊”“死了也无所谓”之类的话。<br />　　类似的话我似乎听很多人说过，所以我也相信那不是醉话，但我也知道没几个人做得到。况且我也不希望什么认识的人仅仅因为这无聊的理由就陨落。但又怎么样呢？今天我体会着无聊，一种无依无靠的感觉，或者说是“百无聊赖”吧。Single和妹妹也同样说着“好无聊”之流的话，但却没有人想要死。<br />　　那天我毫不犹豫地说出了“我还没有活够”，但却不能认真地解释原因，但我也没有想过为什么，或许想过？只是没有所以然。我很讨厌失去，失去任何东西，包括物质，也包括羁绊。不知道为什么有那么多人对“死”本身有恐惧感，我反而对死后的未知而恐惧，也许死后还是和现在一样，但活着的人又有谁知道，我希望知道更多，我想看着这世界走到尽头，所以我告诉很多人“我还能活个200年吧”。<br />　　我只知道如果我不带有记忆的轮回，就又要这么麻烦地去接受这些东西~唔，我是懒惰的人，不知道怎么主动。<br />　　活着的意义？死的意义？<br />　　那些不知道活着的意义的人，我希望你们至少要苟活在这个世界上。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-4559220173460766527?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-90479771394446765782007-03-11T11:39:00.000+08:002007-03-11T12:42:32.983+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/127/417098275_aff8484139.jpg"><img style="cursor: pointer; width: 400px;" src="http://farm1.static.flickr.com/127/417098275_aff8484139.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><blockquote>Please come with me, Amen!<br />I'll give u every thing, my love.<br />Never falling down,<br />my heart full up, so, love, Love, LOVE!!<br />……</blockquote>　　一边在听<a href="http://www.starchild.co.jp/artist/aice5/">Aice5</a>的《Love Power》，一边在无聊地激情澎湃着，唔。我已经无法体会了哈^_^，爱情捏~不过却喜欢看那些莫名其妙的爱情类的动画，尤其是后宫咧……啊啊，我只是嘴上说一说建立后宫的说，其实大概会作个有意思的单身。法克，我不是贵族。<br />　　嗯，不知道该怎么说，也许自己还是想要个可以寄托一下的人，但是这种自由和不完整的快感才最适合我。《<a href="http://www2.blogger.com/www.evangelion.co.jp/">Neon Genesis Evangelion</a>》中说人自己总是残缺的，人与人相融合才可以产生完整，在那里是“补完”，但我怎么看也不喜欢那种所谓的“完整”。大概是因为我知道如果我被“补完”就会不再是我了，呼呼~<br />　　<span style="font-weight: bold;">有些东西是没办法补完的</span>，的确是的。<br />　　正如大多数故事都没有真实的结局一样，你总是想看下去，却明明知道不会有后续。<br />　　嗯。<br />　　p.s. 是神赐之物。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-9047977139444676578?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-5360753954017085852007-03-03T23:29:00.000+08:002007-03-11T12:15:00.653+08:00　　偶尔也会出现的状况，嗯，空洞这种东西早晚会出现的吧，换句话说，我无法掩盖它。<br />　　这么好的雨天呢~我也希望有个人能跟我一起扯淡，或者看雨。<br />　　别的么，不晓得，先这么着吧，我还是不知道如何表达。<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-536075395401708585?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8714026271337829152.post-27866942058534056292007-02-16T22:34:00.000+08:002007-03-11T12:16:11.844+08:00<span style="font-size:100%;">　　昨天，小学同学会；今天，高中同学会。昨天晚上，高中黑衣人夜行。<br />　　今天看了《_summer》，然后就开始想了一想自己对于从前到底是什么样的印象，有什么样的回忆，然后就发觉很多的过去我没有忘记，一些小孩子的快乐，或者一些什么别的。其实我可能一直也没有忘记吧，只是现在又在刻意去回避那样的我。我不想让自己变得矫情，因为很多人都知道我原来很矫情。<br />　　本来还说在Mintcat上面写这篇东西的，但总归是不愿意打破自己的信念和理想。<br />　　觉得自己这时候就要想得太多，不好，可又能怎么办呢？这里又不是动画或者漫画或者电影，更不会有人说“只要你按照自己的想法去做就好了”，就算有人这么跟我说又怎么样呢？如果好好想一想的话，我可能根本无法说出自己到底想要做什么或者要什么吧（笑）。<br />　　我喜欢和小学同学在一起，也喜欢和高中同学在一起，在一起的时候觉得很开心，纵然只是说一些很荤的东西，纵然我是努力的想让自己融入进去而假装说那些话。可又能怎么样，我真的很喜欢和原来的同学在一起，我问他们推到了多少人，跟他们扯gay bar或者乱七八糟的东西，跟他们一起唱歌，跟他们一起吃饭。只要看着他们就觉得很舒服，也没有什么多余的理由了。想让时间多延迟一会儿，想有机会能再和他们一起，可是我却不是个习惯于联系他们的人，呼。<br />　　过去是很珍贵的东西，有时候这么觉得，但有时候也会说“过去不是很重要”，啊，对，怎么说都是真正的我的想法。<br />　　我真的是一个很喜欢有人陪着的人，可是大家也越来越忙了啊，我自己那么想着，很奇怪。有时候对朋友还胆子太小好像不是好事情呢，唔。<br />　　怎么办呢，我喜欢大家。</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8714026271337829152-2786694205853405629?l=refugee0116.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Refugee.Arkardohttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08105073397239585151noreply@blogger.com0